Hurting Me Inside

Andrea really hates them. It has been going on for some time. She doesn't want to be friends with them. She can't understand why anybody would want to have Andrew as a boyfriend. Andrea appreciates that she used to have feelings for him. She understands that superficial things are appealing. It's not anything that's going to be healthy. It's not anything that's going to be any good. 

Andrea didn't want Monica to affect her life. She didn't want to be bullied out of the art scene. Holding on to these people is not a good idea. She wants to move on now. She doesn't want to be friends. Getting rid of this tension is daunting. Bipolar is what they will label her.

Andrea feels like a witch up for a burning. A person who has done nothing wrong, yet still being accused. She is ready to be slaughtered and killed. Andrea hates feeling pain. She really wanted to have a life. She is sorry to have met Andrew. She is very sorry to have met any of them at all. Andrea thought she was making a smart move and not letting people crap on her. 


'I don't want it to be that you want me to leave you alone.'

It would have been nice to have something different. It's not fun to hang out with a bunch of sleazy people. Their attitude about sexuality is kind of nauseating. Everything seems so cheap. They  make life seem like a shitty, trashy experience. It's a shitty, shitty thing. Andrea gets tired of this crap. She is sick of people in this city. She's sick of these fashion conscious idiots and their crappy looking clothes. Spinning records and acting like a bunch of losers is their livelihood.