Pains For Crying

There are painful feelings. This is something we know. Kundalini energy is not something that is often talked about. You don't understand what it's like to have a mother who is very fat. You don't want to think about how painful. You don't want to think how it feels. You don't want to think about how hurtful it would be to have a parent who doesn't care about you. To not have any other family. To not have anybody at all. To be outcast from the rest of the family. To have nobody who calls. To have nobody to talk to. To have nobody who cares. To never get much for Christmas. To not have anybody to spend Thanksgiving with.

These things can really begin to hurt. Nobody wants to complain about how hurtful is. Most people want to cry on their own. Most people don't cry in public. Most people don't cry on Queen Street. Most people don't cry almost every day. This is what happens when there is too much kundalini energy. It pressures and pressures and burns inside you. The more trauma you have the worse it is. It clears away childhood trauma by forcing you to go through it again. The experiences come back and they are painful. This is emotional debris. These are some hurtful experiences. This is what would happen to you or he.