Kundalini Pain

Kundalini energy builds up inside my system. This is something which is not talked about by too many people. I have too much burning energy resting on my heart. I come to the computer to type this out so I can move the energy out of my system. I want you to think about this idea of electricity. Electricity is a better way of describing this energy. I was using the idea of plumbing in the previous piece. This idea of electricity is a better one because it has better associations.

There is a use for foul waste materials. We all understand where manure comes from. Rejecting material from our bodies does not eliminate it's existence. I want you to think about this idea for a little bit. Things do not stop existing very much. I want you to think about that. We are going to talk more. I will say this very slowly. There is a reason I write in this diluted manner. There are some people who will be reading this. They will not like me. I will have to psychically empath what they feel.

If I were to write in a formal style this would be very poorly received. They want to make fun of me. They want to find the errors. They want it to be stupid. They need something to make them feel better. They need this joke of Andrea Cooke who is so dumb and stupid that she actually thinks she can write. This cheers them up when they see this stupid girl writing.

This sounds like a self depreciating sense of humor when I word it that way. People will want to comfort me and tell me how good I am. I do not seek that and I feel another psychic perception. I feel the envy when I start sounding smart. I feel the envy. It too distracts me from what I really want to say.